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Monday, October 31st

OCTOBER 3 TOKYO - OCTOBER 6 KYOTO


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OCT 3 + 4 2005 TOKYO

Sleep was achieved after all. the dinner with the posse here brought me right back to how wonderful it was last year here. Best place in the world to eat. Maybe a tie with italy.
So we ate. An hour further back behind the jet lag lines then Australia, which in itself was 2 hours further back then new Zealand. So at meals end the blanket of exhaustion wrapped around me like a tangle of tango, dancing me away from conciousness.

Back to the same hotel as last year. Almost the same room, just next to it. it is a strange slice of peacefulness at this hotel, far from the looming bustle of Tokyo. An impossible oasis of quiet and reserve. Sleeps come on heavy.

Morning: I maintain a low profile, preferring to email a bit and linger in the hotel. I am fetched for lunch. Another stunning meal. Back to the hotel for a bit. Pink eye is an old friend now. Still traveling with me. Cannot seem to shake it.
Its been over 3 weeks with it.

We head to the club about 4. it is in the thick of tokyo’s bustle: shubyro area. It is located in an underground car park. Ha ha ho. Cracks me up. But the inside of the club is perfect. A wooden post modern box with excellent acoustics. No monitors either and not needed. A yippie grand piano means tonight will be fun and simple. A very good fender twin amp too. great.

Me and seth (American who married over here) venture out to get a wire. And he is also there to help me with the interview for good old ‘kitten’ magazine. We have it in an old style tea shop, complete with an abacus at the cashier.

Back to the show to catch the opening performers. Shugo amazes me with guitar prowess and noise accompaniment. Then the brothers go and tomo with a great song about sashimi tuna played on a saw.
Lovely stuff.

Now me. The place holds only under hundred, but has been sold out. Even though I have the usual wire glitches and set-hitches, I manage a good show, and the piano rocks. Folks seem severely satiated. They even understand some of my jokes.

The amount of vibe that comes in from these people is overwhelming sweet. It is hard to understand. Like trying to understand a stream of water. At some point you just let it wash over you, its way to powerful.

Then we all go off to a big extraordinary meal. I forgot to mention one thing from last night; I have learned to count in Japanese overnight. I can now count to a million, no problem. I am not sure how I am able to learn this stuff now.
But I can also remember names at an alarming rate. Folks in new Zealand and Australia were baffled and delighted by this new mastering. I must have been too stoned in my early days to ever believe it was even possible. Now it is more then a hobby, it is an exercise of the brain. One thing I have noticed, my capacity to remember so many names is limited to adoring the people I meet. The more I can adore them, the easier the name recall becomes. There was a fellow I met in wellington who at first seemed like a good guy, and probably was, but then digressed into a chump as the evening progressed. And I found I could not remember his name soon after that. No way could I recall it, yet had no problem with the other umpteen people I had met that evening.

Take last night for example.. it seems to work even here in japan. At dinner was norio, aki, ogi, mika, koya, ando, shugo, go, tomo, and katzumi. I remember koya’s name, even though he said he thought I looked like Richard gere. Not sure about that guy.

Ok. A great night in Tokyo. A great night on the planet. Filled me with a rare satisfaction and a pure delight in the humanity abounding. It is hopefully the future here. Since we are always in tomorrow land, in every way, dateline and contraptions galore. Just at dinner we were de-shoed, then led into a private style room, where we sat on a pillowy semi-floor (they lowered the space under the table so you can feel more like sitting on a chair then on the floor traditional style) and then mika reaches over to the portable wireless menu video screen. She picks it up off its dock station and pushes the items she wants on the touch screen, which then arrive out of the future a short time later. ha. Its nice to se the future work out so good sometimes.

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OCT 5 TRAIN TO HAMAMATSU


I am looking forward to the hamamatsu posse. A great sister / brother team there. Fumie and moto ...she does the most wonderful paintings, and he does up the promotion and has the ‘eel café’. Hamamatsu is famous for their eels.

But this show will be in the tiniest club on earth. About 8 floors up in an apartment building, inside 2 little rooms that makes you laugh out loud.

Same hotel as last time. The same electronic toilets. A short walk to the club. Then the elevator up and into the tiny venue. Mirror ball is always on, makes your head spin some. Makes you dim some.

I remember the sister of the brother who puts on these shows. She made the great posters last year. A fine artist. Primitive and minimal and joyous. Child like drawings that make more sense then sophisticated trappings. Her name is fumie. His name is moto. And tonight the opener will be by guitar virtuoso shugo again, as in Tokyo. But also a fellow I call utah (ryuta), and he calls me Arizona. We are neighbors then, and when he plays I jump in and jam a bit with him. He is a very young and tiny guy, but he has the goods too. beautiful song display, while his girlfriend (maybe) projects very lovely images over him that twirl and fall and flee and fly. And the mirror ball spins out of control (especially when you are trying to hook your wires together and set up) …and it again strikes you how beautiful the actions are here. So much to take in. you can feel your heart thump form all the human beauty reflected in the respect of image and sound.

The club can only hold about 35 people, but it is a rare gather. A full on dream. The mirror ball spins us all. the crowd are so close to you when you play, all comfortably cluttered together. It is like this club is a giant walkman; intimate and all in your head. The audience is almost all women I notice. The girls here have an animated beauty to them. a striking presence of adorability, but presented like they were drawn that way.

Mostly, very concerning and bemusing smiles. A curl of lip that tucks into cheeks built for smiling. like they can’t help showing off the eventual smile that is coming soon. A lilt in the eyes, a tilt to the head. The clothes are usually black. Hair is usually midnight black and often spoinked. It all lends itself to some form of art.

I play the best set of my life tonight.

It is rock opera style, all songs melding into the next. The cd player with peter’s new beats comes on in mid set accidentally and perfectly to self arrange things. Then changes in the middle of a song so the song will dance with the change and seem flawless to the listener. I am more entertained then the crowd by the accidents unfolding, but in turn then deliver a most fine performance so they can be just as entertained as I am. It is a way of delivering the goods by instant inspiration. I suppose I have always gambled on this. And when it works, it is majesty.

A great set. Perhaps no one knows here how good the accidents are and that form of incidentalism mixed with disposability thrills me. It feels like the true nature of things here on the planet.

I end as I began with “hey jude”…although when I began I used the japanese numbers to instigate the lyrics.
Example: 1 is ichi. 2 is nee. …so I just started counting, using the numbers for lyrics a bit.

Like this: ichi, nee, san, young, go, rocku, nana na na na na na …na na na ….and then I continue counting past 7….hachi, que, and then “hey ju”…ju is 10.

This goes over really well and sets up the rest of the set nicely. Everyone in a very smiling way now. Beautiful smiles. The land of smiles. I think they invented the smile.

For an encore, I play the happiest version of wayfaring stranger mixed with fly me to the moon ever. The crowd is clapping along the entire time with a good strong back bone beat that I work off. It’s striking up the band.

When the set over then I invite shugo and utah and moto up for the big finale, “lay lady lay”… karaoke style. It is hilarious and joyous.

Too much adorabilty is thick in this club now. The blade runner rain plinks at the window here 8 flights up. Soon I amble back to the hotel, and the rest of the posse heads back to stay at moto’s house. I am tired. A good sleep.
Happy new year style.

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OCT 6 KYOTO

Up early enough. I am completely on this time zone, unlike last year here. The tour routing of hitting new Zealand first , then Australia and finally japan has made it very much conducive to the extreme jet lag that can occur here. Plus the shows in japan are usually on very early in the evening.

This is making for some fine shows.

I am greeted by the posse from moto’s house. We go and see the wonderful art that fumie organized with the town’s children, having them all work on a giant piece of collected art works and then submerged in a shallow man made river in the center of town. So much adorableness this early in the day is like a vitamin.

Then the good byes, and a sadness to see them all stay behind. On to the bullet train again then. Aki nabs me a bento box for the journey. Hamamatsu eels. That’s what is in my box. I attempt to find the delicacy involved here. I fail. Beer chaser rescue.

Mitch cullin and peter chang is supposedly in Kyoto today. This will be a fine recess of these days of partial communication . plus I have not seen old mitch for quite a while. In the interim, his last book ‘tideland’, has been made into a film by terry Gilliam. It will be good to catch up. Especially here in japan. It was he who first brought me back first hand knowledge of his trip here a few years ago, overcoming his fear of flying and tackling the impossibility to quit smoking at the same time. I found that double action inspirational. And really, this tour probably happened only because he made the offhanded comment to me many months ago that he would probably be here about this time of the year, and wouldn’t it be great if I had a tour here then. So here it is. This train flinging me right up to the point of said instigation and flink flonk.

note : the art on this current tour-only cd (upside down home 2004 – year of the monkey) was all photographed there in Kyoto at the infamous monkey park last year.

At the hotel. Its better then last year. Thai messages are offered for a bout 40 bucks an hour. They can last as long as 2 hours if you wanna pay for that. My back hurts enough that I want to give it a shot. I have just an hour before sound check.

A wonderful tiny thai woman greets me and walks me through the proceedings. Never have I ever before. It is amazing how she wrangles herself in and around by long frame to torque and yank. Torque and yank. Good title for something. Anyway, it is mostly pain, which probably means I needed it since I have not been stretching near enough here on the road. Sometimes the rooms are too small to stretch, and they are nice rooms, electronic toilets and everything. So, she digs in deep. Burns. Yanks. Torques. Ok then. Ouch. Makes me sweat a bit. I invite them to the show anyway. A gesture.

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seeing mitch and peter here was a blast. It a slammin’ sake night. I am afraid I sake-trashed old mitch. He video taped the entire set. I was in good form. I loved the club. It was an old 100 year old + building with big stone floors and heavy wooded beams making up the stage and everything else. The owner and sound man was the same: terry, who is about 57 years old and has the most rightheous wonderful vibe about him. In the city of bhuddist temples, this is a sonic temple, and terry is the house monk. House monk meets howe’s monkey. He lent me an amp that I fell in love with. An old ampeg. Had it since he opened the club so many years ago. it has 4 tens in it (or 12s ?) and a second cabinet that must have had 6 speakers in it. way way too heavy to lug. He said no one wants it cause it is way too heavy. I want it. broken reverb and all. so now the deal is if I come back and play his club next year, he will give it too me. No problem.

Anyhow…

The night gets luxuriously long. Everyone who works there is becoming a best friend. Some folks traveled a long way to see the show. Everyone is yippin and hootin and having a time after the show. Me and mitch slam them sakes. He takes a beating by the end. I’m good. We end the night by …well, I am not sure now we ended that night. Oh yeah, I went back to the hotel alone but in with the company of the posse until they got me there. Met a couple of american bands coming home after the gig that my daughter would probably know. American analog set from Austin and her space holiday from san fran ?
And that was that.

Oh yeah, somehow robyn Hitchcock talked to me by phone from Tokyo back at the club. His wife, michelle must have found out I was in the country and gave a holler. Looks like we will all just miss each other for the umpteenth time again. But a fine chat was had.

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Friday, October 28th


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SEPT 28 - 0CT 3 = AUSTRALIA


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SEPT 28 SYDNEY

What day is today? I have no idea. Sleep made everything better. I have dinner with the fellow who helped initiate me to get here. He owns and runs the label that should be licensing the records from thrill jockey, but instead chooses to just import them. he offers no tangible reason for this. Maybe it’s the lag stuck in my ear. But I can’t quite understand this.
His wife is at dinner to. She is charming and works for Qantas airlines. She offers no upgrades either.

The set that night is much better. The places is holding about 80 or 90 folks tonight. I play very well. I like the david lynchness of it all. the sound man is named felix. the great piano here seals the show. This set will resonate I reckon. Folks seem as tickled as the ivories.

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SEPT 29 MELBOURNE


we fly to Melbourne today. Check into another apartment style room. Me and adam yee. We walk around a bit. Different feel here then Sydney. I like it. easier to get around. Another piano is at the club tonight. That is a bit of wonder luck. Casey from Chicago is there to do sound. More luck. I venture out after sound check and wander. Nice mix of urban blight and bohemian blander. I like Melbourne.

The set tonight will also be very good. About 80 or so people show up. These numbers are confusing adam yee. He figured on more. I am thinking it all has to do with no record representation here. It seems like a no brainer. It does not figure why there’s nobody to put the records out here? But no one puts the records out in new Zealand either and those shows averaged 200 folks a night. A mystery. Dots need connecting.

SEPT 30 MELBOURNE

Day off. Great. Could use it. decide to shop. I hate to shop. But I need a new hat. My target short brim fake straw lid is bonked beyond repair. I get me a new akubra, which is a grey fake straw short brim and actually fits. Then its off to stock up on blundies. K’noath.

3 pair for the family plus an old new pair of rossi for young luka. Lulu will get stuffed animals instead of boots.

Later that night I will hang out at the triple R radio station playing some guitar and singing. Gary seven was the dj. A good guy. Very good station. Lucky Melbourne.

That’s it then. A relatively early night. But the term early night has no real meaning here in the space time continuum. Not here in the future anyway.

OCTOBER 1 2005 ADELAIDE

A gig is set up here way after the fact of the rest of the tour. Vic from big star record shop did it. been wanting us to come out this way for ages. Tried to get giant sand and calexico to do it several years ago, but it was just at the end of the end back then.


The gig in Adelaide was at the Grace Emily, which was funny cuz when we pulled up to the venue I was just listening to the new mixes by Kevin salem, his daughter named Emily grace.

This place immediately had a comfort to it. I could have stayed inside it for years. It is one of those places on the short list of places to head to when it all goes south. That bar in Salamanca, spain, was the last one that felt this good.

Greg is the proprietor. Like we all could have known him forever. Coopers pale ale on tap. Organic beer with sludge at the bottom of the glass. Tasted like a good idea.

I walked around town some with adam in the lead. This town had the most similar sensation to Tucson. The angle of light and wide streets and all. very homey. Most folks in Australia make distraught faces when mentioning Adelaide, but it feels way comfortable here for me. I liked it fine.

Vic’s band opened up that night. Quietest rock band I have ever heard, wonderfully self mixed. Then I took the stage. I delivered the goods this night, even though it was the first night with a digital piano. It all worked somehow. The crowd was a dense 40 people strong. I liked it a lot. Just my speed I suppose. Afterwards, a woman sat down next to me. I got her a beer the way I would a friend back home. Some other fellows talked about some old records and rainer. I sure liked greg’s place. Good folks there. Until the delve of sleep knew where to find me and stumbled me home.

Next morning we ambled off. Back to Melbourne for the last show in oz.

OCT 2 MELBOURNE

Tonight at the northcote. A perfect club, except for the stage lights. The mighty Casey back at bat. The sounds all spoinked on stage though. Luck of the draw. I was tempted to muck up the set. The punk demons that live within me were conjured and wanted to come out and play. Wanted to destroy the set. I managed to hold them at bay for the duration. After the first instrumental piano piece, I just talked with everybody for 20 minutes. Tonight was more people than any of the other shows. About 140 all in maybe.

They were delightful and loud and insightful and proud. I think. Mostly they were fun, even the drunks that had been following me for 25 years. The girls dancing to a one man show got my respect. And the woman who got up to sing with me was very brave and sparked the set some. I liked it a lot. And was happy to stay off them inner demons toying with the notion of decompose.

Ok then. Back to the room to get some sleep before the plane to Tokyo. The bends have officially set in though. I am funked with a depression of impending plane travel. Just not into it. its happening more and more. I do not know yet that the plane will mostly be empty with plenty of room to lie down.

But for now I am steeped with lament. I do not know what I need. I am bent. No drink can mustify. No drug can rectify. Some connection is what is needed. A connection to the fiber of this world.

They bombed bali today. They got it on video. The actual explosion is finally caught on video. Many Australians were there and hurt or killed. It is instantly a barometer of where we all live these days here in the future, in the throng of murderers. Dark individuals who believe in the destruction of things they could never ever even create. The human body and mind is so beyond anything we can ever design. To violate these workings like this is an evolution bent on devolution. The solution will forever be the delve of love.
But who can come down here and show us that ?


Goodbyes are salutated.

I‘m off.

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OCT 3 2005 MELBOURNE/TOKYO


Ok. I am up after 4 hours sleep. Maybe. Off in the morning traffic to the airport. All these people commuting to work. Me too, but with a longer commute.

My farewells to old a-damn yeee. Good man.

Get on through security check, much easier now with my new blundies.
Change some money. Slightly fall in love with the woman in line behind me. It was her glasses I suspect.
And the first good thought after the dark bali disaster.
Good and gone then.
I board the plane. Not bad really. Flight attendants actually very sincere and nice.

Now I got live james brown in my ears from the 70s. stunningness and a comfort. I gotta clock off now.
Stumble into retrospect. Maybe surrender to some sleep.
Maybe sprinkled with relief. ok then.
Australian wine. bundenburg rum. Ashai extra dry Japanese beer. This plane maintains.


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SEPTEMBER 27 - WIZZED TO OZ


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SEPTEMBER 27 2005 SYDNEY

I am fetched at the airport by adam yee.
He was in a band called smudge.
Now with level one agency.
He seems a sensible fellow with a fare slant of determination.

Immediately the vibe is something other then new Zealand, maybe because of its size. Has a more massive feel here then the relative quaint vibe of z land.

I dunno.

Anyhow, I am deposited in an apartment style hotel room again, furnished very post modern. I have gotten used to every room I have been in having a washer and dryer.

My eyes are still mucked with conjunctivitis.

I wear my glasses all the time now.

I look like a piano player. A good one.

The show tonight will be steeped in jet lag. Maybe that last night in wellington cost me the set tonight. Even though I had 6 hours solid sleep, and enjoyed getting up in the dark predawn to find the airport, and was able to a good connection up to aukland to continue on to Sydney. I just had not anticipated the extra 2 hours added to the jet lag I was almost over. so I suffer some for it.

The venue then seems very much like a david lynch set. Lots of red velvet wall paper. Red curtains on stage. Folks have dinner there too, at least during the opener’s set. They are not mouthing the lyrics, they are chewing.

I had a brief spot on the radio. But I immediately felt a kinship with the host, chris. He has about the best voice and manner I have heard on the radio. He will end up having a long celebrated life on the air, probably through syndication, but he doesn’t know it yet. The disturbing thing is there are no cds of mine here at the station. None. No giant sand. No solo. No blacky. And no Arizona amp and alternator. This sucks. must be due to the lack of licensing here. The records only show up here as an import. i think there are only 4 english speaking countries in the world, and 2 of them do not license my cds. Its only been 20 years in the making. Disturbing.

Back to the club. I am lagged. luckily there is a real piano on stage. It saves me and the set I think. Only 50 people show up. Its a very murky lag of a set for me. No one else seems to notice, having nothing to compare it to. Adam will say it his favorite gig after a few shows later, so I suppose it was better then ok.

Sleep eventually swallows me whole.

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SEPTEMBER 26 2005 - WELLINGTON


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September 26

Lee called early this morning for us to get going.
It’s going to be a 10 hour ride up to aukland.
Ok. He really wants me to see the lay of the land.
I do too.
He brings the rental car around.
We opt for stopping and saying some good-byes to jimmy at the record store.
Then Juliet scoots out from her flower shop to say ‘see ya’. In between a french woman stops me to say she enjoyed the show and how she just had an email from joe burns moments ago. A maury fellow walks by with his face all tattooed too.

I just wanted to say ‘tattooed too’.

Ok, in the car and we leave.

It was no good. Too much travel.

We got about an hour and a half out of town.

I asked lee if we could turn this rig around.

He did. Thanks lee.

One more night in Wellington

Just for good luck


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Wednesday, October 26th

FLASHBACK - SUMMER 2004


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SUMMER 2004

I somehow managed to jump aboard a swedish singer songwriter festival that toured from town to town. Since I had been living in denmark for the summer it seemed convenient. The added perk is that I will see my old friend richard buckner on the bill. I have not seen rick since I made his vocal recording at my tucson house a duet with neko case, that showed up on the last “…blacky ranchette” album.

We met up in gotenborg. It was a fine night. The next day we shared a train to stockholm for the final show. I managed to talk a conductor into letting us on the super fast train that was on the track next to our super slow train. It was a trick of the eyelids. He put us in 1st class for a while, just for good luck. we had some time there to wonder about it all.

At the stockholm show, richard asked me to play some keyboard during his set. unfortunately, his guitars were lost on his flight over, so I let him use my old ‘52 gibson with the p-90 pick-up, which he managed to destroy as he came onstage to do his set. his faced slacked. he was severely distraught over the accident of the guitar. he then leaves the stage in shock and in search. that left me with a festival crowd waiting on his set to begin. so I was just sitting there at a digital keyboard, having since concluded my own set an hour earlier, and having already allowed myself the luxury of a beer buzz in the duration.

My only choice left, to commence with a rock opera I would make up then and there on the spot. apparently it was good enough because the press wrote way too much about the whole ordeal. when we would return to play stockholm several months later as giant sand, a huge crowd turned out because of whatever the paper wrote about that disabled set.

Anyhow, buckner manages to get himself back on stage and continue on with a fine set mostly because he has one of the finest voices on the planet. we both drink ourselves into a mid summer nights oblivion that sunny night. funny to stumble to the hotel at 2 am and have the morning sun shine to reveal all the other drunks doing the same.

Up early again to catch a plane. Head down to sicily to meet up with the rest of the new giant sand band for a show there. supposedly the opening of a new rock cafe, or so I think i had been told.

When I get to the airport in stockholm, there is anders pedersen (giant sand slide player and the illegitimate son of pea soup andersen) in line at the ticket counter. somehow his connection to sicily from denmark had him here in stockholm, so we rode down the skies together.

We landed in catania, the town just below the live volcano of mt. etna. met up with peter dombernowsky and thøger t. lund, giant sand drummer and bassist. first time I played here solo a few years back, I was put up in what we call a ‘texas’ hotel. a one star hotel, texas being the lone star state. this time it looked like about 5 stars were involved and it sat just across the street from a strip of beautiful beach. the waters around this island being extremely warm and inviting.

Later, we hooked up with Italian agent enrico and local promoter johnny, who looks a lot like robert deniro and used to have a club called taxi. his english is not good, so we rely a lot on enrico. the rock café turns out to be a hard rock café. big surprise. I thought it would be just another rock club. a hard rock café would have caused me to second guess the offer. too late now. there it sat amongst the ancient crumblings of several roman ruins and the amazing fish market. inside we met the owner. he looked obviously like a mafia honcho, but instead turned out to be an english professor. gold neck chain and big cigar, silver hair and bravado paunch.

We do a sound check and then I need to head out and walk out of there into the real heat of the day. take in the ancient city alone. I was out the door and ready to disappear when enrico called me back. a picture with the owner. no problem. we met there just outside the doorway. the entire work force of the club assembled in a flash as if on cue all around us in formation and a paparazzi appeared out of thin air to photograph it all. then a gold star was handed to me with the band’s name on it, and then tv crew cameras rolled. it was placed directly in front of us in the sidewalk, like all the other hard rock cafes around the world that have band names on stars imbedded in the sidewalk leading up to the entrance.

It was a fellini moment. at the base of a volcano, in the ancient city of catania, there sits a hard rock café with one lone star cemented in the sidewalk out front with the name giant sand on it, like it matters. must be a texas sidewalk.

Next morning ecrico had to leave the island early for another tour back on the main land. taxi driver johnny would come to fetch us and get us to the airport on time later that same day. I was looking forward to sleeping in and then taking in some of that amazing beach. water never fails to perk up an arizonan. the rude wakening was some kind of plans for lunch in which I was unaware of. the danes had set it up with johnny. My tour gut said no. the beach was the way to go. but the danes are very clandestine. they move in a pack when they make a move. it seemed preposterous to leave that stunning beach behind for lunch, even in italy. but look at the poor singed danes. they were already toasted from the little sun they soaked up. they are “lobster children”, is what I think I heard anders call themselves. red and burnt already. they needed to flee the beach. I bent to the democratic rule, which is sort of a mistake since them boys always like to bust a move in a group. mob mentality can be a train wreck too.

So we head up the mountain to johnny’s house for lunch. It is a spectacularly long and twisted ride. every mile whispers the notion of missing our plane. we get there and have a great lunch. johnny’s voluptuous girlfriend seems to have taken a shine to peter, and this is something to see since peter is so reserve and subtle. johnny goes missing for a long time after lunch. they offer me their little plastic pool to drench my beach longings in. it cools my sizzle a bit with frown intact.

now it is getting way too late to make our plane. What gives ?
johnny is lost in the internet, having problems with his computer, like all time has evaporated. several urgings and he finally jumps to it, realizing it is going to be close to make our plane. normally italians react like arizonans, leaving as late as possible to make their travel arrangements, which is why it also usually feels so comfortable here as opposed the regiment of punctuality in northern climates.

But this was ridiculous. no way could we make this plane. so we flew down the mountain with Johnny as the taxi driver. flew. it was a sickening display of road curvature served up for dessert. endlessly the road elongated. I thought about all the casual hours on the beach that were dismissed in lieu of this.

We get to the airport and there is only minutes left before our flight and they simply will not let us check in. too much baggage, too little time. an argument in Italian goes on forever. we have no choice now but to buy new tickets to fly out the next day. I am getting heated at the danes and the entire absurdity of the way the afternoon has played out.
when we get outside, johnny’s car is gone. towed.

Ok, so we get to stay back up the volcano at johnny’s again. great. the night is not bad. we head out to witness hugo race perform at an outdoor venue somewhere up the mountain. we get to order many pizzas after midnight. I am caught up in the splendor of having another night in this paradise. then we spend some time at a woman’s house and she shares with us her photos of being inside the crater of the volcano when it is at its most voluptuous. they are stunning shots. the mountain does not allow many up to witness this thing. she has been given passage by the powers that be.

Ok then. sleep after that. then we head down early to a gelato shop by the sea to wait out the final hours before our new plane will leave. during the last hour, probably in some form of retaliation, I insist on going in for a swim. I am the only one who does. the danes remain back in a pack. just before I dive in I am warned of the medusas, the kind of jelly fish here. the water is amazing. the sea here is so very salty, it practically throws you back out when you jump in. floating about, I drift into a jelly fish. she kisses my ankle like a blessing from the sea. I guess it is time to leave. by the time I make it back to the boys, my ankle is burning from the venom. I manage the ritual cure of pissing on the wound to kill off its poison, and it works. the swim was worth it, but now johnny is looking a little worried about making the plane again.

We fly to the airport again. something is wrong. the car starts to sputter when we have to go up the small hills. finally it dies altogether. all the while we have been with johnny, he can never explain whatever is going on because of his lack of english.

So we all get out, me and the danes, and begin pushing the car to the airport. this is hilarious. the absurdity of how impossible it is to leave this place has a severe tickle to it. we push the car up one hill, get in and glide down to the next hill, then get out and begin to push it up the next hill, laughing all the while and having no idea how far away the airport is cause Johnny can’t tell us. insane.

Then over the top of the second hill, as we jump back in the car, we can see the airfield down below. we glide down to the airport like a dream in slow motion. finally push the car into a parking spot. We all hustle into the airport still a giggle. the boss, the old man behind the desk, charges johnny an extra 1400 euros for the new tickets. I think he is about to have nervous breakdown. I wonder if his internet was worth that much. I opt to hand over 500 euros to take some of the sting out of the ordeal. we did have another night of pizzas there in paradise on the volcano, which in itself is priceless. and we were paid way too much money for this trip.

so we get to leave. lone star sidewalk, volcano and all.



howe on 10.26.05 @ 10:32 PM GMT [link]


Tuesday, October 25th

SEPTEMBER 25 2005






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SEPT 25 2005

No hangover to speak of. Centinario is your friend in these situations, as long as you drink professionally. No mixing.
Got to bed by 5. up at 9:30….with the lag in reverse.

I like my new home. Its got everything, these odd little apartment hotels. So I do a load of wash there in my room.
Some email. Coffee. And then lee comes and gets me to spend the day off on a 6 hour return ferry ride across the sound to the south island. Hang out in pectin for a few minutes, looks like middle earth to me and then right back on the boat.

Dinner is set with nick the sound sound man tonight. And I suppose one more night of a liquified Wellington evening will be in order. Then a long 8 or 10 hour ride up to aukland tomorrow to attempt to make my flight on time to oz.

It will be a sad leaving of this place.


howe on 10.25.05 @ 08:17 PM GMT [link]



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SEPTEMBER 24 2005




up too early. 3 songs came landing in. each one about each city I will be in here in the land of new zeal.

Then dave fetched us and dropped us back at the airport.

Landing in Wellington: picked up there by jim, juliet and andy…these were the folks that were contacting me at the same time lee did .



The show tonight will be the best I guess.
Opening was sam scott and tom coldwell on bass. Great.
The aftershow was thick with Wellington fun.
Guys from some big vineyards showed up at sound check and stayed for the duration of the evening. They were from across the sound on the top tip of the south and invited me to spend the next night in their hood, which word has it is remarkable. They were Rainer fans too! this astonished.

Later, another fellow approaches and tells me he met rainer in London way back when. someone grabs my hand and then there is a loud soft giggle brushing up against my ear. A fluff of warm breadth inside that chuckle. lips press up against my cheek and a kiss is shoved there. the whisk of retreat, a rush of wind, I turn in time to only glimpse. a woman in a knit cap, joni mitchell smile and eyes sparkling like a thief all caped up inside a grey poncho out the door.

I’d been tagged.
Must have really been a good set tonight.
I continue my sip of Centinario tequila, my favorite brand. How did it ever get here ?
I used to have to go to nogales to buy it long ago.

A good omen.
A good night.
Long one too.
I stay up intentionally to allow the end of the day to destroy me.
I do.
It does.



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howe on 10.25.05 @ 08:02 PM GMT [link]


OCTOBER 22 2005


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OCTOBER 22 TUCSON/ATLANTA

It is my birthday today.
I have decided to celebrate my 50th, instead of my 49th.
It’s an experiment.
Get the 50th out of the way.
Its already funny to see who gets infuriated by this idea and who likes the notion.

It does not matter much either way.
I will be getting on a plane and heading east to play a festival in georgia tomorrow, which means with the time change, 3 hours will get shaved off my day today and I will spend most of the rest just in the air, like most of my thoughts.

Last year we played our final giant sand show of the tour in London on the 21st. so at midnight we all started to celebrate my 48th. Then the next morning I was on a plane back to Tucson and landed in time to continue the party with my family and such. That was a very long birthday.

This year it ducked out from underneath.
Which is pretty good too.
And luckily, sofie is coming with me for this Georgia show.

So I don my akubra hat from Australia, and my new thrift store wool sport coat she just found me the day before. And some dark grey chinos from zara in spain.
The man is looking sharp for 50.

We have checked into the airport. It is way too nice for us. Then we muster up the gusto and head off to find food. It is about 1 or 2 in the morning. There is a place about 300 yards away called “spondivits” that our driver suggested. We are off to get there. we walk. As we approach down the darkened street, I notice there are a couple fellows up ahead in front of the restaurant with very similar silhouettes as my own dress code. Sure enough, when we get there a big righteous brother in the very same garb mentions something about how fine my lid is and how he should have it. cracks me up. Then the next feller settin there in front of the joint has to mention that my hat is fine, wearing a similar one himself. Ok then. Inside the place a picture perfect rendition of ‘purple rain’ is being performed by a skinny white college rocker. We negotiate a bucket of steamed sea creatures. Then back to our new home.

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OCTOBER 23 ATLANTA

I run into the band LOW at the hotel, me getting off the elevator, them about to get in. we talk and trade off music and some shirts. Sweet folks. Great band. Good omen.

I get on stage by 5 ….off by 5:45…and lucky enough to have victoria show up in time to manage a wobbled “wonder”…me adding the wobble. The set was fun and fine, but funny for me to witness all my usual gizmos not participating due to extent of travel bonk on them.

After which I catch a great buddy miller set. And then participate in some of the Victoria Williams and mark olson set too. some fun.

A fellow named denison is there having played also. Good to see him again. I met him when Richard buckner and me and he were the only American singer songwriters on a rolling festival of Swedish performers last summer.

In the end the fire alarm gets sounded and something burning. we waltz on out of there whilst the fire trucks roll in. a good night after all. I love Georgia. These paste people are sheer delight.

We all head back over to spondivits to feast. A drunk fellow at the bar likes my hat and grabs it. what is with this place and their love for fine headwear ? I yank it back. I am a yank, but Georgia still feels so good on. A beautiful autumnal day will land here tomorrow on our way out. Crisp and cool and sunny and with the tail wind from a distant hurricane, flying golden leaves.




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howe on 10.25.05 @ 07:50 PM GMT [link]


Thursday, October 20th

DUNIDEN (SOUTH ISLAND) - SEPT 23


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SEPT 23 2005

Wake up 4hours later. a good nap I suppose. No problem because of the lag in my favor. Now on a jet flinging over the north island, will touch down in Wellington and then take off again for the south island and land in Dunedin, where reportedly, it is snowing.

The earth below is that of the stuff of legends.
The waters are ferocious and thick with green shimmer.
The tidal mudflats toy with the imagination. The waves pound the coast line. The land is even greener still.

The mountains come into play, with rivers shoving their way tween them without invitation. I thought Switzerland invented water, but now I am certain it was new Zealand.

Oooops. A volcano passes by. Snow capped and poignant.

Craggy mountain scape gives way again to rolling flat lands that end up seaside.

Now the ocean is flat. But the clouds are well tucked within any and all crevices shore side. Over the water they play and roll, causing shadowland on the waves below, sucking on each other, I suppose.


The show tonight was a comfort

The day was filled with some meander.
Dave Kilgore fetched us from the airport.
Dropped the baggage off at the hotel, headed to the museum (?) for munch, picked up some books there for the kids and spent too much money I think, then made it over to the radio interview just in the nick. Apparently I was to just sit in an old empty studio (circa 1970s) in front of a nice old neumen mic, and wait for the national radio dj who was back up in aukland, come on the phones to interview me. Jim mora was his name, and quite versed in all things giant sand was he. We chatted just after the segment of callers coming up with the best song ever written. Joni Mitchell just barely won out over jeff buckley. And then they played her “blue”. That was what I had to follow. I was ready, but lagged. I would just play him the second best song ever written: Arizona amp and alternator. We yammered for a bit, he brought up the usual godfather of alt country tag, and then asked for a song. By the time I played AAAA it had leveled off at the 542nd best song ever written. At least that’s what I told him.

more yammer and then out and about Dunedin.

We hit the beach. A stunning slap of churn. The green green ocean pounding the shore and wind whipping sand like sleet in small streams at your ankles on down the endless stretch of beach land. I was made dizzy by the energy of that water. Cold cold cold dip if you dare, still thinking it was glacial I suppose, the sea here has fierce relations with the antarctic down the way a bit.

Ok then.

nap time for good luck.

bono, clinton and queen rainie amongst others on CNN whilst sleep slips up from under.

. .. .. .


down to the club then.
The lag knows where to find me.
The club was set up like a comfortable college bar, complete with vegen menus and pc attitudes.
Free internet too.

Do up a decent sound check.
Still no real piano in sight. Digital muck.
But the amp sounds good.
Nice old school fender twin reverb.
I think it’s dave’s.

After the sound check I meander a bit.
Run into a fellow I met in Tucson from here abouts.
Warren from tameru, has a record store there. radiant.
fine fellow. Possibly will attempt to get back down to his neck of the woods to do up an impromptu show on Sunday.

Anyhow…

By the time set time rolls around, the lag is severe and painful. So very sleepy.
I beg out to get some air to muster up the gusto.
Down the street a bit. Brisk walk. Well chilled lung fill.

Get back just in time to catch dave beginning his set.
Sit up close to the stage to catch the action.
A good solid set of songs with actual melody and form.
Great voice and phrasing.

Then the break. Time to do up my wires. The place has filled up. The show begins with no fanfare, just me grabbing my national 3/4 length electric and having at it.
“wolfy” gets the set going. Both mics working fine, swedish and Italian. The piano will be some fun too when I use the recording function against itself.

All in all a fine set. A lot of ground covered. Most of the songs were very concise tonight, with a good display of lip flip. The crowd were very sweet and hung right in there with every turn. Good solid cheer surge.

Nice night.


Afterwards…. A lot of banter. Some wanting more then I had. Some wanting to head out to the peninsula with the yellow eyed penguin. Some wanted another bar with us all in it.

I went back to the hotel and enjoyed the moon rise and cold room.

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howe on 10.20.05 @ 03:26 AM GMT [link]


AUKLAND - SEPT 22



SEPT 22 2005

Woke up on time. Made it to the radio on time. Good medley of AAAA, ring of fire and hey jude.
Got back to the hotel to call in to another radio station on time.
All in all bizarrely on time.

The day seems perfect out there.

Time to wrap it around you.

Tonight will be the first gig.

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I am racked with lag prior to gigdom.
It works out better over in Europe I suppose.
There when it is gig time, it is still 9 hours earlier back home, so the mornings are rough but the evenings are cake.

Here, it is all twisted a bit the other way. The mornings are no problem, since it is 5 hours ahead back home, although its always yesterday there, when evening hits
things get tricky.

So the average gig time will mean about 3 in the mornig back home.

Not great.

Anyhow. It works out. The crowd numbers about 150 or so, and aukland was thought to be the lightest turnout of the rest of the shows.

The folks in the crowd are as delightful as hoped.
Some long time fans. All ages.
Some 23 year olds that were calling out for songs from op8, and some folks my age or older that have followed things over the years. A good blend.

The pub was good conductivity. In the next room earlier in the day was the real deal. A whole different slice of life. Working mans happy hour, which is not all that happy, just not work. Slabs of meat get given away for lottery fun.

I liked it in there.

Anyhow… back in gig land, all went well.

I never know before hand.
Never know what the fingers will remind me of.
What songs will come to mind.
What humor will drip from the mic.
If the passion of the song will muster up the gusto and deliver itself irregardless of me getting in the way.

And worse, if I will play too many notes on the piano.

That is the problem with digital pianos, you cannot get lost in the sustaining of overtones. There are none. No sustenance. The fingers want to keep moving and get to where they were headed in the first place. But on a real piano, it resembles more this life chosen. The road getting there is often far more impressive then the destination. The middle of the song more satisfying then the end of it.

So.

The men were sincere. The women were a comfort.

The sound was clear I think.

The delivery was accurate enough.

At the end I brought up the opening band to jam some.

Then end with the Arizona Amp and Alternator rock opera with Ring of Fire and Hey Jude tossed in for good luck.

The night ends and back at the hotel about 1:30.

The full on thrusting rain has given way to the sediment of sleep.

Hurricane rita is about to pound texas. Way stronger then Katrina, and the sad shredding of n’orleans.

Sleep overtakes.

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howe on 10.20.05 @ 01:36 AM GMT [link]


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land of new zeal


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- Song:
Suckin melatonin
Work’s not gonna happen
I’m just gonna phone in
swallow stops the moanin

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sleep came easily

stretched out the entire row.
First good sleep on a plane in years, or ever.

Now it almost 5 am here
We are landing
Az time is almost 10 am…yesterday
Speaker might have just said it is 18 degrees celcius outside
Will have to ignore that
It is now a day ahead into the future:
SEPTEMBER 21 2005

AUCKLAND, NEW ZEALAND

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getting through immigration was breezy enough,
but was warned to finish my open bag of chips on the way out the plane to avoid a 200 dollar fine.

my man was there a waitin on me
his name is lee
we had coffee there and then
yanked out my coat and we were off into the sunrise,
which was a good omen of bursting rays of light flowering from behind a monstrous cumulative billow

traffic: lite

tall girl with no face crossing the road in the fresh ocean rain like it was just an accessory. She gave the rain good form. The rain gave us all good luck.

we pulled into the hotel which is an apartment style board

Unbundled my porto-clutter and then back out the door

slight political conversation over breakfast. Usual thing. State of the world and each other’s country’s place in it.

then off down into the harbor

a fine walk

rumors of a hold em game under their space needle here

then we opt for a quick ferry ride, which there are several to choose from every few minutes. They leave the easy docks like taxis. Man, the city looks stunning from the sea. The water a thick green and the sky an ultra blue billowed by spartus nimbus.

The water is very friendly

Devonport is the next stop. I buy the pair of sunglasses from italy that I had lost by leaving on my amp in Tucson during the rainer tribute set last weekend.
Some strolling, then back down to the ferry and a quick 10 dollar haircut offered there.

Back across the harbor to Auckland proper.

Now the lag is finally kicking in. its 1:pm here

I better sleep some

Something about what lee mentioned to me over breakfast, about having to mortgage his home to afford me to be here….as churning sleep removes such responsibilities and concerns.

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I pop awake at 5pm here

Meanderthal that I am…I meander for a couple hours within the room. Push-ups, shower, write a song and play some cd mixes from the next record after the next record

Mosey down to the lobby and me and lee end up just eating at the hotel café. 23 dollar fish and chips.

Then out and about in the shallow winter, which it still is here somewhat. We end up at then base of the space needle cuz there is where the casino is. but no poker tables yet. They’re coming in a month. [Just like the internet at the hotel] so I opt to leave but instead sit down at a carribbean poker table. Cause a slight ripple from not exactly knowing the rules here …and they have to dig up my winning hand from the mucked deck pile. No prob. So, I linger some and walk away doubling my money. Besides, its now 3 in the morning my time, 10 in the evening here. I am almost 50, best to learn to like to stay on top of things, and tuck away the day in good form. Radio interview looms tomorrow at 8:a.m. so sleep will be a good idea…after I stop typing this muck-a-luck.

If I were to sum up today then: nothing much happened, fortunately and am well tickled with this new land of zeal.

The end.

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howe on 10.20.05 @ 01:16 AM GMT [link]


Wednesday, October 19th

tour 2005 - solo



SEPTEMBER 19 2005
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Status: The current crumble


After a 5 hour layover in los angeles, lax, it feels like I have already flown a full day.

Starting point was Tucson. Temperature was 99 degrees.
Fall was in the air. Sounds funny to you, but it was there.

Now I am currently housed in row 38

By the sheer odds of too much air travel, I have been allocated an entire row on this 12 hour flight.

It’s a sand bar now.

4 seats all jammed with clutter muck. Mine.


I am headed to new Zealand.

That already makes no sense to me.

I have been sought out.

So I am going there.

When I tell whoever has already been there, they always react the same way: dramatic pause, light sigh, eyes a glisten, then the utterance in slight sacred mode;
“ you will love it there….. “

ok

I am going.

Then I am supposed to head to Australia, followed by japan.


What can I tell you so far ?
I can reveal only the tenacity of the sheer idea.

I am in the only row on this 747 with no windows.

So it adds nicely to the notion that I am not going anywhere at all.

Sand bar 38 ….seat G

Being at LAX for 5 hours was diminishing.

An odd missingness of the cozy clamor and clatter of scatter land back home

Amazing how such opposites kick like that.

Sick of home one minute, then home sick the next

What is wrong with me

?

the next phenomenon will be the eye moistening up at the in-flight flicks. Why this happens is still a mystery. But it comes into play with every overseas flight. Something happens up here. The lack of gravity, maybe, has its way with the juices. I get weirdly overwhelmed by crap sentiment. Tears form. What the hell ?

anyhow… ‘monsters in law’ is on at the moment, I have to turn it off. It is just too moving. ‘house of wax’ is actually on another channel, but I remember how it upset amy and Jessica (exceptional neighboring unclettes) and will attempt to boycott.

Ok

The aussie flight attendants are already winning me over

They are the proper measure of stature and relaxed form

Good thing

I feel old in a way….but not that way

I feel possessed by an old ghost who suffered greatly on a splintered boat crossing the atlantic coming to America.

I like it when it makes no sense like that.

But I am soggy with this ghost’s emotional baggage

Ok then

I will attempt to dissuade it to ride along any further…it better he/she gets off about here anyway…. Miles above the pacific, in a dark shift of the globe, barely visible to the passing arc of angles or graze of outer special glint

We are but a piece of lint in the pocket of whatever is happening next

I hope

howe on 10.19.05 @ 07:50 PM GMT [more..]


Tuesday, October 19th

howe.... not in spain


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